Let everything............

Receive a letter issued by faculty's department, it was an approval letter allowing me to skip the class due to my grandma's decease.
Actually the letter was issued at January, now only I receive the letter...anyway, the letter didn't serve its purpose anymore just that it reminds me of what had happen at the beginning of 2007.
I still remember that I pray for year 2007 begins its tone with hope...sadly, nothing seems right for the past 6 months...
My healthy grandma surprisingly bid us goodbye without suffering any decease, at that moment I only realize the last conversation I had with her was 2 months ago...I will never had the chance to talk with her anymore...grandma, it has been 6 months since the day you gone, our family do encounter slight changes, I just pray that it change for a better reason...it will, right?
Probably I should put myself on the brighter perspective upon her death, I still remember she leaved us without any suffering, at least she go to another world peacefully....

After that incident, nothing seems to be right....
my emotion was like experiencing a storm, the emotion was upside down....
Until now, everything seems under control...
I will no longer thrust the word "I'm SORRY" , no longer thrust any promises, no longer let my tears sliding down for someone not worth thinking of....
The pain will definitely be buried deep inside my heart, may my time carry those memories away...this person will no longer exist.......