Wednesday, December 31, 2008

初中的大哥哥

凌晨两点,电话响起,传简讯的他,三个星期前ferry里头认识的。当时的他,很有绅士风度地把他位子让给我坐,好让我没被阳光猛晒,感激感激。看着坐在一旁的他,再看着猛烈的阳光照射在他脸庞上,其实心里真的过意不去。想要与他交换位子,却被拒绝了。过后,与他闲聊后,才发现我们俩曾经在同一间小学与中学念书。其实,我第一眼就认得他了,是他不认得我这小丫头而已。

还记得初中时的我,很喜欢趁着早上班与下午班换班的时候,偷偷望下早上班的男生,哈!当时的他与他的那一班朋友,就被我们这班小妹妹视为大哥哥。而我们这些小妹妹,总觉得大哥哥好像比较有型似的,身边同龄的男生,怎么看都不起眼。可能与同龄的男生相处久了,什么优缺点都被看穿了,所以就显得不好玩吧,嘻嘻!少年情怀的少女或许就是这个样子的吧!呵呵!
由於以前常干些偷窥大哥哥们的事,所以我就对他有印象啦!我们都不曾打过招呼,不曾谈过话,连他叫什么名,我都搞不懂,他会认得我才怪!

转眼间,十年了。。。以前十多岁的大哥哥已蜕变成一个成熟稳重的男人,而我与他交谈时,不再存有少女的仰慕,感觉上好像多了一个朋友。没想到第一次与他谈话,已是十年后。。。

人生难料,我们又有多少个十年,让我们再从遇那些与我们擦肩而过的人呢?
有时候,真的不得不信缘分,所谓有缘千里来相会,无缘对面不相逢。只是,对於身边朋友的我们,有几个又是我们真的去珍惜呢?



突然心血来潮想找回中学校刊,可是就是找不到,难道搬家的时候给弄丢了?

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

***2009***

贪可爱就post上去。。。。呵呵~

New Years MySpace Comments and Graphics


Friday, December 26, 2008

Bidding Goodbye Again **2008**

It' s time to bid goodbye again...
Here comes the day to reflect upon our past year

25 of December, a day where everyone was caught up in the texting activity, wishing your beloved friends and family Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year! Yea...every year of this season, we are spending time with our love ones during christmas, at the same time we have come to realize that we are on the verge of closing our 2008 chapter and begin a brand new chapter for 2009. Yeah, let's cheers for its coming!!!

It was a worthwhile 2008 (minus my career of course) though.
Finally, it took me a year to fully complete my thesis, from preparing my proposals, raw materials, materials testing and processing at lab, trial and error, typing report to binding the whole results of a year's finding, phew~ and I am lucky it is over, at the same time, doubtful of myself whether I am willing to spend the time and effort to commit myself in this whole process all over again. Will you???

Finally, four year bachelor degree of engineering has been completed. It was a moment worth remembering upon getting my scroll on stage, although it lasted less than a minute, but it signified my four years endurance of the gruelling studies, presentations and exams had come to a halt. Afterall, learning is a never ending process, right?? Thanks to my beloved family and friends who were there to cherish the moment with me, and not forgetting my juniors, being swung into the sky can be thrilling, and unforgettable as well.

Finally, stepping foot into the society is an eventual process after graduation. This is the time, you will realize, you actually know NOTHING!!! So, what's the point pursuing tertiary education anyway?? Hah!! Just kidding. It's the time you realize that not everyone has the chance to pursue their dream job. Do you??

Finally, a dearest friend of mine has flew to Japan for the sake of her career. A friend who always be there for, who share eveything and of course always being supportive...Despite that friends come and go along the journey, true friend is definitely causing a missing part of my life puzzle.
Yet, I am glad to find out the authenticity of a friendship. Some friends are worth having, while others, you just can't help to leave them out from your chapter.

Finally, these last two days of 2008 is meant to mourn for the dreadful past relationship for the final time. The damn lock is finally wide opened again, yeah~~

Happy new year Everyone~~
To Steve,
You are definitely a super duper good guy. Wow! sounds over exaggerating, hahha...Thanks for being an avid supporter of my blog. Always appreciate your effort as my first one to leave a comment every now and then, though, somtimes, it sounds pointless, hehe...
A sincere dedication for you, your special someone will eventually come to your life AGAIN. At the mean times, get yourself sufficient time to heal...but don't ever forget your passion for love again yea ^_^

To Pay,
Hehe...we can be a funny combination though. There will be someone who appreciate your sense of humour and your personality. So, let's wait and see what's you gonna look like after half year ya! Again, thanks for always being there, for better or worse...

To Kim,
I'll always miss the moment when we gone crazy...and your laughter...and your warmest hug...
Glad to have known you at the first place, truly.
Best wishes for your never lasting relationship... and do conquer the japanese language ya! Don't ever succumb to those japanese tests and exams, gambate neh!!

To Rob,
Amazing Melacca fella, hahhaa... despite that we just know each other for the last few months, it's great to know that we share a good rapport. You are such a easy going guy whom oozes charm that is easily approachable. No wonder I always hear your name from Kim before even getting to know you. Thanks for still remembering me while I am away from KL now, yea I'll be back there again, it's just a matter of time, hehe...
Always enjoy reading your blog =>

To sai lou,
Strive hard for your final sem, obtain 4.0 again ya! Ah Do and I will be waiting you at KL... will always miss the time you were around...

And finally to Mr K & Mr D,
Thanks for the effort...truly appreaciated...and truly apologised for the disappointment that I have caused...best luck for you guys there!

Saturday, December 20, 2008

游戏规则

主动喜欢或启动游戏者
一旦游戏开始
往往都会是先宣布游戏结束的那一个

因为他们先付出感情
优先权就在於他们
这 , 是爱情的游戏规则

爱情虽不是赌赢输 却是一场赌注

被踢出局的 就是输家
输了时间 输了感情 输了信任
也输了最初的赤子之心

爱情游戏不是屡战屡胜
想赢得光采仍需要运气的眷顾

玩家或许不在乎输赢
可是 , 输得起的 , 又有几个呢?

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

一个前男友的关怀

你问我最近的她 还好吗?
她。。。快乐吗?

我说她已有了交往对象
从你眼神 我看到了安慰
你对她的歉意 随着她拥有幸福而减少

对於当初先把她踢出局的你
至今仍耿耿于怀
因为内疚
你总是待她遇见了幸福后
才寻觅自己的一片天空

她很幸福 有个在乎她感受的你

我。。。毕竟没有这个福气



★ 一个好男人,不是看他平时如何对待别人;而是分手后,他如何对待他的前女友

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

It's December Again

2.0.0.8 December
又是十二月,意味着2008已接近尾声。。。

去年,我希望自己脱离不开心的2007。。。
庆幸,2008的天空 - 晴朗,偶尔略有彩虹呢!
总算为我的2008有个交代。

朋友 - 改出国的已出国,改从国外回来的也回来
感觉上少了个知己,其实久违的知己却回来了
知心朋友就是虽距离几百万公里,却能一见如故;
相反,隔着一道墙却没什么两句,就。。。不勉强了
人生就是这个样子吧!知心的,永远就只有那几个。。。

年尾的我,却一事无成 - 失败!