Saturday, July 19, 2008

活着吗?

在Old Town Cafe上网的同时,手机也不停地发出熟悉的铃声
如往常般,又忙着发简讯
只是这一次,除了他还有他。。。

看着一对对couple在这儿享用晚餐
不禁发现自己已好久没拖手仔了
怎么最近好像已忘了谈恋爱的感觉
连如何再堕入爱河,我也给忘了
恋爱的甜蜜都好像没单身汉的自由更吸引
一个人的无拘无束
已成了习惯

暧昧好像on and off有的没的
连对象也没有一个定律
暧昧好像少了那份憧憬
不再期待不再盼望
如果一切的曾经突然变成过去
我也无所谓
反正我不是没失去过。。。

一切好像都看淡了
没期望的就不会失望
这样,我还活着吗?

17 comments:

Crayn Tay said...

給愛一個家--- Lynne
我們要經歷了一些事情,才會明白原來世上一切不是理所當然,卻發生地必然。很多事情不是偶然地發生。每一個幸福,都不是偶然發生的。

Crayn Tay said...

感覺你還有一點點的欺騙自己嗎?不是不在乎是一個人還是兩個人嗎?不是已經習慣了嗎?但是是不是不喜歡那種一個人的感覺。要不然,爲什麽會懷疑自己是不是在浪費自己的生命。
你確實還活著,要記得認真感受你自己的呼吸。

大恒 said...

你的阶段和我一样哦,我现在喜欢上一个女孩,我不晓得她喜欢上我吗,我真的很想跟她说。
但我害怕,我们会变成陌生人。

她的举动让我觉得她喜欢我,因为她承做蛋糕给我,和去看电影等等,但最近冷漠了.....爱情让人家很烦

Lynne said...

Crayn tay
我确实的活着,少了感觉的生活像生存多于生活。。。
习惯了却好像少了些些。。麻木的习惯犹如行尸走肉地过着。。。
也怀疑自己是否活在欺骗自己的世界。。。

大恒
我实实在在地与你不一样,却搞不清为何会围绕与两人之中。。。

说个明白总好过现在的猜疑。。。如果她对你没意思,那就干脆忘了她。。。人生难免会出现很多过客,加油哦!

大恒 said...

哦。只有问的清楚就知道真实了,我最怕,问了过后,我们会变成陌生人。我会加油的。
祝福我。
你也要加油哦!

Crayn Tay said...

很久沒有過來了。會不會怪我?那一起來找生存的意義。找不到不用勁,因爲這是一輩子的功課。

Lynne said...

Crayn tay,
当然有咯!哈哈~
其实最近我也很少在这儿混了。。。
工作了,却摸不着自己是否适合这份工,真的不想花一辈子的时间去探讨自己向往的生活,矛盾~~

还是要谢谢你仍抽空游到我这儿来。。。

慧麗 said...

少了感觉的生活,
也许因为我们已习惯了,
习惯了“少了发现的心”

生命的美丽,
在于我们可以感觉(感受)~
会回到你身边的,
加油 =)

Crayn Tay said...

一起就是幸福 Lynne
謝謝。我贊同你說的。我們的明天,你的明天,我的明天,都會更美好。不是嗎?

Crayn Tay said...

我相信,你不會是到生命最後一刻才明白爲何自己會來到世界上。

Crayn Tay said...

你現在做那一行?

Lynne said...

从事engineering。。。

-本-王子 said...

路过
习惯了不习惯的习惯
除非死了 否则人是不可能没感觉
加油

NikoChing said...

lynne, how u know crayn?

how r u? you convo is today right? how's it?

my life is empty. just like how u describe now. i don't know why i can't live happily as i thought i can earlier.

love really trouble people.

i hope i still got sort of "ai mei" feeling with someone...

I don't scared of hurted...but i scared of can't love anyone anymore...

I'm really free...recently..

NikoChing said...

lynne, how u know crayn?

how r u? you convo is today right? how's it?

my life is empty. just like how u describe now. i don't know why i can't live happily as i thought i can earlier.

love really trouble people.

i hope i still got sort of "ai mei" feeling with someone...

I don't scared of hurted...but i scared of can't love anyone anymore...

I'm really free...recently..

NikoChing said...

lynne, how u know crayn?

how r u? you convo is today right? how's it?

my life is empty. just like how u describe now. i don't know why i can't live happily as i thought i can earlier.

love really trouble people.

i hope i still got sort of "ai mei" feeling with someone...

I don't scared of hurted...but i scared of can't love anyone anymore...

I'm really free...recently..

Lynne said...

Niko,

Hey thr,my convo was GREAT!!! haha...thanks2 those who were thr wit me...n many thanks 2 ur wishes!!reali appreciate tat~

I jz knw crayn thru blogging,jz lik how i get2 knw u here ;)

My life has been fulfilling recently with frens around..yet when it comes to love,my soul ends up empty...
Sumtime i jz wondering, am i too used2 the loneliness or i jz being ignorance to the feeling of falling in luv again...

How i wish i could b lik u,dare2 fall in luv again...yet,i jz din hav the gut to do so...