Showing posts with label Frustrated. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Frustrated. Show all posts

Saturday, November 29, 2008

I just wanna be home~

妈妈的一句:“你就回家休息吧!” 似乎暖和了最近紧绷的情绪。。。

家。。。永远都是最好的避风港。。。我想每个人都认同吧!

最近只想躲在角落旁,越隐密越好,最好没人发现自己的存在,或许我就可以静静的,不必向全世界交代。。。

最近,伤了两个,自己同一时间酿出两个祸还是第一次。辜负了你们的好意,我也只能说对不起。。。也许你们也只是出自一份关心,也许时间也有对与错的时候,在不对的时候,一些问候都会显得多余吧!

最近,痛骂了一个不知还算不算是朋友的朋友。自认EQ不高於人,但仍尽量压抑心中的不满,好让事情不会闹到不可思议的地步,毕竟我不想另一个朋友成了我们之间的磨心。。。
然而,你仍要摊出来讲,果然,不出乎我所料,破口大骂的,就只有我一个。对你的不满已不是一朝一夕的事了,那些重复的对不起,我也开始怀疑它的效力了。。。你希望我们能如昔日般有说有笑,说真的,这好像已超越了我能力范围,也不想尽力。。。累了。。。

最近,真的累了,身心、体力都不听使唤。。。我自问没这个能力再安慰你所谓的低潮,低潮不会每个礼拜都有吧!

放过我吧!我只想回家。。。
爸、妈、弟、妹。。。真的好想你们!!
君,我也想你,呵呵!!

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Close friend = keeping an eyes on you??

A friend in need is a friend indeed.
What if we don't or should I say we wish they don't offer their helping hand and kindness, yet they just couldn't get it, 'annoying' would be too much for me to describe them?

A friend say hi upon seeing each other.
A close friend provide a supportive shoulder and walks with us along the journey. At times, you even have to be their spare tyre when necessary.

An annoying friend however, shows unwavering concern on you, to a certain point that their concern is too overwhelming to be handled.
They wish the best for you. Yet 'the BEST' is defined solely by them without taking into account what their friend really had in mind.
The constant attention that they pour in, inevitably, turn out to be a constant pressure on their friend. Worse still, they go to a certain extent that interfering their friend's personal life have become their friend-caring norm They try hard, yea,I'm not exaggerating, and even harder when it comes to influencing your decision-making. Not to mention trying to manipulate the whole situation that it sounds right if we follow their ideal advice.
They could be freaking out when you happen to hang out with someone that they termed not good enough for you. Needless to say, those poor friends of yours are eventually be molded into a shape which is pre-defined by these annoying plus controlling friend. Your effort in trying to change their perception on your fellow friends will prove futile, perhaps an uphill task!!

It is disheartening to learn that, they never ever feel ashamed of themselves after what they had done. In the pursuit of their unacceptable theory, they could possibly hacked into your personal life by borrowing another pair of eyes from one of your close friend, for the sake of making sure you walk according to their direction. Are they ever attempt to put themselves in our shoes? Instead of keeping an spying eyes on us????? I'll bet they never.

I happen to have this so-called close friend, and it never occur to me that he turn out to be a control-freak, which is getting on my nerves. Undeniably, his over-protective plus control freak would bring our friendship to an crashing end.

To be frank, I'm sick of you!