一脚踏两船，你“扛”得起吗？

话说一个习惯于踏船的人，当同一时间出现很多船时，就会不小心一脚踏两船！

一脚踏两船已够贱，把脚踩下去后，再为自己的举止说：“其实我也不想的” 的人更贱！

一个成熟稳重，一个好动活泼
一个谦虚有礼，一个好胜心强
一个走含蓄路线，总会在一角默默地为你付出。。。
一个完全的浪漫主义者，总绞尽脑汁，时不时都会为你制造些些惊喜。。。

有些人相处时，感觉自然舒适，不需刻意的安排，简单或许也是种浪漫
有些人相处时，感觉天天新鲜，接触些有的没的，惊喜有时还蛮浪漫的

两个完全不一样的人，怎样算，也算不出一个平衡点
再算下去，对大家都不公平

我自认不是个惯于踏船的人, 都享受着独游大海的自由
For the time being，我仍不想上船。。。

Although I'm risking myself of losing two boats at the same time~

我扛不起一脚两船这重任，因为我怕被掩死，呵呵~

080808 _毕业咯

so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
where we're gonna be when we turn 25
i keep thinking times will never change.
keep on thinking things will always be the same
but when we leave this year we won't be coming back
no more hanging out cause we're on a different track
and if you got something that you need to say
you better say it right now cause you don't have another day
cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
these memories are playing like a film without sound
and i keep thinking of that night in june
i didn't know much of love but it came too soon
and there was me and you
and then we got real cool
stay at home talking on the telephone
we'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
and this is how it feels...

as we go on, we remember
all the times we had together
and as our lives change, come whatever
we will still be, friends forever

so if we get the big jobs
and we make the big money
when we look back now
will our jokes still be funny?
will we still remember everything we learned in school?
still be trying to break every single rule
will little brainy bobby be the stockbroker man?
can heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
i keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's a time to fly
and this is how it feels....

as we go on, we remember
all the times we had together
and as our lives change, come whatever
we will still be, friends forever
(la la la la la la la la……)
(we will still be, friends forever)

will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
can we survive it out there?
can we make it somehow?
i guess i thought that this would never end
and suddenly it's like we're women and men
will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
will these memories fade when i leave this town
i keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's our time to fly....

as we go on, we remember
all the times we had together
and as our lives change, come whatever
we will still be, friends forever

as we go on, we remember
all the times we had together
and as our lives change, come whatever
we will still be, friends forever

as we go on, we remember
all the times we had together
and as our lives change, come whatever
we will still be, friends forever


曾经，我们因为被人抛弃而抱着哭泣
然后一起苦笑曾经的无知
再发现曾经执着的其实也只不过是见微不足道的事

毕业。。。最舍不得的，莫过于曾经一起奋斗的朋友
四年的大学生涯，得到的不止是一张文凭
而是在1460天内萌芽的友谊

我们都希望自己的前途无量
憧憬着我们的25岁，能为自己的事业创下一片天空
有天我们会发现，当咱们不再是青年时，我们还能如昔日般疯狂吗？
数年后，经过社会洗礼的我们，仍会以最真诚的心去看待一切吗？
坚信友谊不变的我们
然而却要为生活打拼而各奔前程
离开了咱们曾经立足的原地后

我们还会回到原点吗？

To all my dearest friends,
It's has been a pleasure to be included as part of your life along the journey...
Nothing last forever, only photo will capture every moment that we had together apart from our friendship...
Thanks for being there~ alwizzzzzzzzz


The 1st ever friend I've made upon entering UM...

Those were the days when we were still naive,
chasing our dreams faithfully...
Though our friendship endures up and down along the journey, yet we are still who we are after 4 years except the grown up 'we'...
May us embrace the friendship that worth cherish...4ver~

活着吗？

在Old Town Cafe上网的同时，手机也不停地发出熟悉的铃声
如往常般，又忙着发简讯
只是这一次，除了他还有他。。。

看着一对对couple在这儿享用晚餐
不禁发现自己已好久没拖手仔了
怎么最近好像已忘了谈恋爱的感觉
连如何再堕入爱河，我也给忘了
恋爱的甜蜜都好像没单身汉的自由更吸引
一个人的无拘无束
已成了习惯

暧昧好像on and off有的没的
连对象也没有一个定律
暧昧好像少了那份憧憬
不再期待不再盼望
如果一切的曾经突然变成过去
我也无所谓
反正我不是没失去过。。。

一切好像都看淡了
没期望的就不会失望
这样，我还活着吗？

cross THE line

Life is not always smooth along the way, that's why we need friends to help us go through it by filling up the crevice of life. Undeniably, friends do provide us a shoulder to emotionally lean on, and most of the time, our besties may consist of guys or girls. What if our best friend is the opposite gender from us, would this besties survive if we are engaged in a relationship?

A relationship survives by being transparent to each other, and here comes the importance of playing the TRUST card. You trust whole-heartedly your partner as well as their besties. They share almost everything in life before you appear in his/her life. Your partner love you as much as their freedom. There is no reason for them to stay detach with their buddies, by stating clear the line that they are merely friend, and indeed it is.

However, I can't help but wonder, are they prone to cross the line when they are having conflict with their partner? How often do people cross beyond the line when their partner disappoints them? If there is a line between friendship and a relationship,how distinct would it be? Is hanging out alone with opposite gender buddy consider cross the line when we already attached with someone? I would say no, but do we entirely trust our partner without any curiousity of what they are up with? Do we ever wonder what drive them to have a close bond yet still remain as friend? If they do share every single pieces of life, are you as their bf/gf, still remain exclusive to them? And how do we define exclusivity?
Being a loyal bf/gf, is it trust whole-heartedly on your partner will eventually grant you a happy ending?

Any idea?

Just A Life

The day begins too soon but the night ends seemingly fast

I am suppose to embrace every single day
to explore the calmness and serenity of the nature
to feel the warmth of sunlight that penetrating through
at times, it can be scorching hot

The day begin too soon
I am suppose to embrace my graduation joyously
it marks the beginning of a new journey
but I am not familiar with the journey, it's not my time yet
My right time will never be arrived
if my mind and pace do not act unanimously

Everyday goes by
Things never change if no significant move is taken
Old habits become prevalence if the intention never clear
What if the first move already become a hurdle?
Would I have the strength and fate to survive?

The night ends seemingly fast
The burden-free life is decided to call it a day
I never realize until my obligation calls

The darkness of the night will soon be lit up
by a day with lightened sky
so as mine
And that's just life...

9:38pm

又是这个时候

等着那熟悉的声音

来聆听生活的每一天

分享其中的喜怒哀乐

距离几千里，温度却隔着银幕来计算

9:38pm MSN 上线的声音

你听到了吗？

在家的第十二天

在家的的十二天。。。
生活过得很悠闲，一天三餐温饱，连睡觉发梦也是甜的

最近很享受被关在家的日子，不是看书就是上网，
不然就追戏，美剧港剧样样追
要不就是看在大学里头所拍的相片，从相片中细嚼回忆
原来要打印的相片足以让我钱包流血。。。

最近常从窗外望向那片绿油油的树林与高山
雨天时，高山被层薄薄的白云笼罩着，绝世景色
恐怕下次回来那片树林已被排屋给吞噬了
空气污染，我想也是必然之事

最近看了编文章，很喜欢里头的一番话
＂因为失恋，而学会了什么叫成长
因为失恋，才会留心去品尝孤单
有一种爱叫做放手，也有一种爱叫珍惜拥有
要为爱而勇敢追寻，也要为爱而找到方向！＂
失恋后不再接受另一段感情，不是因为怕再被受伤害
而是需要一段时间与自己独处，享受一个人的空间与自由
认识自己，才能追寻适合自己的另一半

最近超悠闲，心灵却增值良多
在酱悠闲下去，我就快变废人 :p

叮当的结局

网上流传很多关于叮当的结局，唯有这 “大雄，我等你很久了” 的结局我最喜欢。因为大雄不再偷懒，而且还自力更生，拼命念书，亲手修好了已耗尽电池的叮当。当我念到大雄按下开关那一刹那，叮当缓缓地说：“大雄，我等你很久了” 时，心中不禁笑了起来，我们熟悉的大雄与叮当终於在一起了。。。

我们往往都希望结局是美好的。当事情不在我们掌握之中时，曾经发生的就会被视为是个成长过程，好让我们更勇敢地面对未来的不如意。我也是这么想。
我只能说两年前太匆促地下了给决定，也因为当年自己的理解能力有点迟钝，不小心地伤了两个朋友。。。事隔多年，他们虽然开玩笑地述说当年，后知后觉的我，却突然有点内疚。
如果当年，我花点时间去考虑，难道今日结局就会有所改变吗？

我不相信神，却深信每个结局是种安排，一种过程，一种成长的机会，也是一种让自己更勇敢追寻心中的另一个世界。。。如果能再从选，我是否会有更明智的选择？而哪个决定才叫明智？
曾发生的，已不重要，肯定的是，今日的结局，我还挺满意的！
因为曾经，我找回了自己。。。

友谊万岁??

四年的大学生涯终於给划上了句号。四年的同窗、朋友为了前途&钱途已各分东西，而我也开始怀念着四年曾发生的点点滴滴。。。

重翻中学时期所写的班刊，既好笑又遗憾。当时的我们都不会忘了写那句友谊万岁还是友谊永固之类的，要不然就是保持联络。。。然而，离开中学后的四年，又有哪个朋友是真的是友谊万岁呢？
维持一段友谊，谈何容易？遗憾曾经无话不说的朋友，却经不起时间的考验而变成了陌生人。
时间的流逝，我们也渐渐成长，十多岁追求的或许与二十多岁追求有所差异，曾经要好的朋友也因为彼此之间的想法有所分差，友情逐渐退色。。。
当然还有些仍能保持一见如故的中学朋友，对於这些仍能交心的朋友，我深感激。

大学的四年，因为你们，为我这四年增添了灿烂的一页。毕业旅行或许已是我们最后一次的相聚，与你们的一切一切，相片会保留着我们的回忆。


*谢谢这一路来陪我走过那段日子的他和她。。。alwiz mis u guys!

怎样

我这里天快要黑了 那里呢

我这里天气凉凉的 那里呢

我这里一切都变了 我变的懂事了

我又开始写日记了 而那你呢
我这里天快要亮了 那里呢

我这里天气很炎热 那里呢

我这里一切都变了 我变的不哭了

我把照片也收起了 而那你呢

如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样

我们是不是还是深爱着对方

像开始时那样

握着手就算天快亮

我们现在还在一起会是怎样

我们是不是还是隐瞒着对方

像结束时那样

明知道你没有错

还硬要我原谅

我不会原谅

我怎么原谅

这里一切真的都变了。。。
思念已不是一回事
对於你的一切，回忆开始便得模糊了
连想起你也是种奢侈

我也变得懂事了
对爱
不再执着
不再憧憬
也不再期待

你曾经给的已不重要
你带走的我终於明白

说什么朋友
其实也只不过是个假想
说什么原谅
我也办不到
因为我不懂怎样原谅。。。